I figured if i kept everything in i will collapse one day.

Even if we cleared up everything, and went out today,
But i am still very sad.
Because, i dont wana lose you.
Not to any other people out there.

you may be calling me kor now and then just now,
But know how i felt hearing those words?

I am sorry, but i cant bring myself to let you go.
I have fallen too deep yea?

Perhaps its going to take time for me to forgo all this,
But believe me, its impossible to forget you. and all these feelings.
Until and unless there is one day, when i lose all memories.
But i will still remember you even till that day.
For i had already written a letter for you in case anything should happen to me during my "time".

I love you , i will never regret and always will.
be it whoever you are to me, my mei, my friend, my bestie, my love.
know that you will always have these special spot in my heart, and its never gona change.

Faking pretence is all i could do, for i only hope one day, my wish will come true.

qi.

Its always better to clarify things.

I am sorry Qi,

It was nice of you to tell me everything.

Even if that was your answer,

I respect it.

But. Please. Talk to me more often.

I can lose the world, but i cannot afford to lose you.

One day if that spark of yours were to be lighted.

Please remember, I am always by your side, always waiting.

army!!

10 more days to enlistment.
Need to be at pasir ris interchange by 730am!!!

OMFG.

Nervous as i may be... fearful i have become.
I do not want to lose her. yes. her.
Thought we are not together.
But in me the feel to protect and love her,
Has greatly overpowered my mind.
Call me stupid, for all i care.
There was a time when things were all wrong
But somehow things managed to get back on track.
That is how she made me feel.
I know somethings are meant to or not meant to be.
But know this.
I write my own fate.
I write my own destiny.

She must know one thing.
neh, I have to let her know.
I will unveal it before i enter NS.
Stay tuned!